Chapter 2 , 2010

4-1-2010,

"...now your gone.. I realised our love we once strong.. here now that you're gone.. i'm waiting by the phone hanging by my door.. NOW YOUR GO.."
I reached for my phone , switched off my alarm. Opening my eyes realising that its the first day of school , I went back to sleep. Dragging myself out of the bed was the most difficult thing I experienced after a series of late sleeping and lunch time wakes. Gah, jet lag. Checked on my computer , as expected , crops stolen agian.

It's 7am , why isn't the aunty still here?
7:05am , still waiting.
7:10am , still waiting, having alot of hope that she doesn't come.
7:15am , aunty's here. Gah!

Its Alison's first day of school. The school looks of her was just priceless. She barely changed, ever since I knew her in year 2. She came into the van quietly. That's weird, normally she will go talking all the way or being hyper, but it was simply not her. When she finally admit that she was scard that she won't have any friends.

Huh, that's funny. My name was missing in the 5 Grace class student list nor it was on any other classes student list. I wondered if they had messed up that I was to transfer to Seri Cahaya this Feburary or March. Most of the student stayed in the previous classes , decided that I should do the same, I entered the classroom.

"Ehh.. LeiShen! Did'n you asked to transfer out of this school?", it was Kah Wai the class assistant monitor. I just stare at him and sit down next to Wen Han like last year.

It's 3.45pm , packed my bag up with a few homeworks. I barely can believe that even during the first day we have to study like we are just hours away from SPM ( Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia ) walking down the stairs Alison joined me. I asked how was she doing. " It was fine "

"Live Like We're Dying - Kris Allen" was on the radio.

"Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up"
It's life.

"we're hiding behind skin that's too tough how come we don't say I love you enough till it's to late, it's not too late"
Very true we lost alot of chances we barely get.

"Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come, we could make a feast from these crumbs"

"and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun, so if your life flashed before you.
what would you wish you would've done."

To do what I chicken out those opportunity before.

"Yeah... gotta start,lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here,this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it, every second counts on a clock that's tickin' , gotta live like we're dying."

"We only got 86 400 seconds in a day to,"

I wondered what can i do in 86400 ticks in a day that I did'n do.

"turn it all around or throw it all away ,we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em ,while we got the chance to say"

Love gone bad?

"while we got the chance to say, gotta live like we're dying..."

Ran to the badminton court because I lost track of time.

5-1-2010

-To Be Continued-






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